first child

by Denise
(venice, California, los Angeles )

This is going to be my first child and I wanna go natural, but at the same time I'm scared too feel all the pain.

My friends went natural and they said it was horrible. But by me reading the side affects on epidurals I'm way pasted scared! ! I didn't think it had really bad side affects, by that women dieing and comming back to life really made me nervous about having one...I'm just not sure what I wanna do now that I know what can happen.